I don't know why I keep on getting swamped by work in the end, work that shouldn't be mine in the first place. No matter how I bargain for a sensible amount of workload (and winning that said bargain), there is that inevitable workings of fate that lead others to dump their work on me.

I keep on saying to myself that it's all just a matter of perspective -I'm not really swamped by everything and I'm just being whiny. But. But. This just happens too frequently. I'm starting to wonder if this is the world again bullying me or am I just too anal-retentive that I'm never satisfied with others' work. Thus, leading me to do their work all over again.

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So my philosophical question for the week is somewhat of a religious matter...

God first or Acads?

I'm not exactly devoted to my religion. But seeing someone around me who IS, balancing personal responsibilities with duties of worship and all that religious stuff, I'm starting to be plagued by the question a lot. I mean, if you're missing out on some of your responsibilities to others (serious responsibilities) so that you could strengthen your connection with your God... I don't know how to explain it. It just kept bugging me.

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Or maybe, all of this is just my selfishness poking around my head. Hurray for my evilness....